Wednesday, June 15, 2011

It Always Comes Back To This...Music.

I guess this post is more on the serious side. I want to share with you something that God has really been laying on my heart these past couple days and that is music...my music. These past couple weeks have been really hard spiritually. I have even come to the point where I am questioning my faith - do I really believe what I say that I believe? How can I know for sure that I am saved? How can I know that Jesus is who He says He is? Why am I a coward when it comes to sharing my faith or doing something for Christ? I have had a really hard time sleeping because of this, and because of this I started putting on music to help me fall asleep. I began listening to my old music that I had recorded. I started listening to the lyrics I had written, and I realized that I really meant it when I wrote these lyrics. It was as if..as if I was speaking to God straight from my heart as if we were in conversation. At times, when I wrote those lyrics, He dropped the words into my mind one by one until a song was produced that I can go back to and be comforted by, encouraged by, challenged by. I miss this. I miss writing with God. I miss playing my piano after everyone has gone to bed. I miss this intimacy with my Father. I miss those nights when all I could do is gently play a melody as the tears rolled down my cheeks. It was the only thing that made sense to me.

I have been away from God for far too long in this area of my life. Being here in Chile has reminded me that God has given me this gift to connect with Him, to become more intimate with Him. He has also given me this gift to nurture and share with others. I realized this, because I have no piano here. I don't have my guitar here. I have my old music though, and it is revitalizing me. I am reminded that Jesus is real. He has been there in my life every step of the way. I am reminded through music that my relationship with Him is real. 

Tonight I read through Psalm 27, and it hit everything that I needed encouragement in. I would like to share some verses that really spoke to me.

"The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid? When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh, and my enemies and my foes attack me, they will stumble and fall. Though an army may besiege me, my heart will not fear. Though war break out against me, even then I will be confident.
vs. 1-5

As you can see from my underlinings, I have been fearful to do the work of Jesus lately. It all seems to scary and much, but the Lord is with me. Also, here is a couple more verse that spoke to me:

"My heart says of you, "Seek His face!" Your face oh Lord, I will seek. Do not hide your face from me. Do not turn from your servant in anger for you have been my helper. Do not reject me or forsake me, o God my Savior." 
vs. 8-9

"I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." 
vs. 13-14

 


Monday, June 13, 2011

¡Temblor!

Last night I experienced my first temblor (tremor). I woke up last night for a while, and I couldn't sleep. All the sudden the earth shook really violently and then stopped. It was only for a second or two - one good shake. It was crazy. I guess it was abnormal - bigger than normal. Hopefully we don't get anything bigger!! =)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

En Toma with Pics

the front of my school

lots of posters

the locked doors with their demands written on posters

En Toma

So my school has been on strike since Friday afternoon. I'll have to put up pictures later. (En Toma = On Strike). The students want to free tuition, and I guess whenever people want stuff here, they strike. Camila says people go on strike all the time. However, the international students still have class. It is an interesting experience having to go into the school through a secret-side door since the main school is closed, well, more like chained up with signs and posters up all around. It also was an interesting experience sitting in class, hearing a demonstration going on outside of the school with people yelling, chanting, clapping. I'll take pictures when I go back for class this afternoon.

Off to get pizza for lunch.

Here are some pictures from my excursion yesterday. I'll talk more about it later...




Monday, June 6, 2011

What a beautiful day!

Today is just gorgeous. The sun is out. It's 60 degrees out. I decided to walk home today. I was walking by the ocean, watching the waves crash against the rock and thought of this song.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

I'm so tired. Today was good.

Today was a good day. This weekend was a great weekend. A nice, long weekend.

Friday was really fun, because I went to Brianna's for lunch with her and her mom. We had yummy food :) After that, Bri and I walked back to my house - it took us about 45 minutes. After we got back to my house, Patito, Cristina, and I gave her a tour of the apartment. Then, we went out to the veranda and took pictures. Patito came out and helped us out a bit. He was quite the photographer. haha After that we hung out till Colin came over. Once he got over we couldn't figure out what we wanted to do so I asked Cristina if there was anything fun to do on the weekends. She didn't say "mira" which kind of means "look" and she brought us to the table, set out a table cloth, and brought out cards. haha Bri, Colin, and I looked at each other and smiled. It's not exactly what we meant when we asked her if there was anything to do here, but it ended up being GREAT. Us three and Cristina and Patito played cards until Once. Then, after Once we watched Who Wants to be a Millionaire (Spanish version of course) then watched Clue. It was really, really fun.

Saturday, I did homework in the morning and then in the afternoon Cristina's son and his family came over. It was better this weekend, because I understood the conversation where-as last weekend I couldn't understand a thing when we were with their friends. My Spanish is getting better =D Then Saturday night Colin, Bri, and I walked around Viña, went to a restaurant for Colin to get dinner (I just got water and tea), walked around Viña more, went to the mall and walked around, then went to this place called Nubes Bar (Clouds Bar). It was really funny, because it is a bar that has a coffee-shop feel with acoustic, live music. You would think you were in a coffee shop until you saw the bar. We all ordered a drink, sat back, talked, and listened to the live music. After that we all went home. It was another great night =D

Today, I went to a church here in Viña. It was great being able to back with a body of believers. I can't wait till I can go back. It was so cool to see people on a completely different continent worshiping the same God. =) After church, Colin, Bri, and I went on an adventure. We took the metro till the end, then hopped on a bus, and ended up in a little town called Olmue. We didn't know anything about this town except that Colin's mom said we should go there because it is beautiful and there are things to do. We had no idea what to expect. Well, it was a pleasant surprise. It was soooo BEAUTIFUL. It is surrounded by mountains and is just a little, really old Chilean town. However, I was really dressed for the occasion. I had a  nice sweater on and my black boots that I wore to church, but it still was reallllly fun. We got the best empanadas at a small little restaurant (super cheap too!), went shopping at the art tents, and went walking up into the mountains. Colin and I are going to go back and go hiking. I'm super duper excited. Here are some pictures from the past few days:

We went out to dinner this past Thursday night and this was my little expresso coffee that was really good! (and small)

My beautiful ring in a flower in our garden.

My ring and another rose :)

Bri and I during our mini photo shoot on the veranda :) 

Silly Picture!

Cuchito, our cat, and I

More of Bre and I (this is outside the window of my bedroom)

Our garden - beautiful!

At dinner Saturday night

At Nubes Bar with our drinks :)

At the metro station in Limache, waiting for the bus to take us to Olmue

The outside of the sign outside the restaurant we ate at. 

The view I had while eating my empanada outside =)

The plaza at Olmue

Colin and I at lunch

the little restaurant 

My empanada and tea!

inside my empanada  - mmm!! 

mountains in Olmue

More mountains

more beautiful mountains

Colin and I during our hike

walking through Olmue on our mini hike 


Before I go, I just want to say thank-you to those who have been praying for me. I just know that God has been working through those prayers. This past week was hard, but this weekend just turned out to be great. I was on my knees a lot in prayer - some times in requesting but a lot of it in praise because of what I have seen God been doing in my life this weekend. =)

One other thing - I just wanted to say how proud I am of my fiancé Jordan, because he passed his state exam to transact accident and health insurance. He has been working so hard to achieve this. I am so thankful to God for being so faithful and good in helping Jordan through this exam.

Monday, May 30, 2011

I Will Be On Freeze for the next 3 Days

So don't be upset, because I will not be writing in here for the next three days. "Why?" you may ask. Well, here's the reason: I have to read a 27 page article and give a 20-30 minute presentation on it Thursday. Have I really started yet, well...no, not really. So don't feel like you're missing much these next few days, because you're not.

Wish me luck!!

p.s. Today they served me ice cream for the 3rd time in a week. How do I say no??? oh boy. At least I'm still fitting into my pants...for now.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Amazing Weekend

So this weekend was great. We went to two places. First, we went to Cristina's friend's house in Totoralillo (her 1 of 5 houses in Chile!!). Second, we went to Patito's brother's house.

So first Cristina's friend's house. It is two hours north from Viña, and before we went Patitio and Cristina told me it was AMAZING. Yeah, didn't realize how amazing this place would be. Think of heaven on earth and BAM you have this house. The house was up on a hill overlooking the ocean. The back of the wall was all windows so you could just look out over the hill and just see the waves crashing against the rocky shore. In the living room there was a fireplace, and it was so cozy during the evening. The ladies were talking by the fire while I sat on the couch and read a book. It was wonderful. Then, at night I fell asleep to the waves crashing against the shore. The back of the house was one HUGE garden that went across the whole hill. There were tons and tons of pathways up and down the hill through this huge garden. There were at least 7 or 10 little sitting areas placed in little coves in the garden. They ranged from sitting areas to barbeque spots. The front of the house there was another huge garden. They had chickens, hens, and turkey's. They also had a mini bee farm. Also, the garden in the front of the house had a pathway that had a canopy of rose bushes. Also, down by the ocean there was a cliff. On this cliff they had mad a sitting area. It was in the shape of a half-moon. It was incredible. Here are some pictures
This is the view from the patio. This is a pool that isn't filled right now, because it is fall here.
 
This is the living area. In the back corner to the left is the dining table. This is where the fireplace was. It is to the right of this picture. The door leads to a hallway that has two bedrooms and a bathroom.
 
This is to the left of the previous picture. This is the main doorway, and if you go to the left in that little doorway, it is the kitchen. If you go to the left from where I am standing taking the picture (you can't see it here) there is a door that leads to the master bedroom that has a huge window looking out over the ocean. It also has stairways to two more levels. The first one is a tiny office and bedroom and the second level is a sitting room that has a lighthouse feel to it.
 
This is one of the many sitting areas in the garden.
 
One of the many paths
 
 
 
 
Cristina in another sitting area
 
This is the coolest part. This is a pool that gets filled with the ocean water. When the waves come, they crash over the stone sides and fill the pool and then flow back into the ocean. Magnificent, eh?
 
 
The house from the bottom of the hill
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
This where I slept. Two walls have HUGE windows as you can see. If you look out the window, you can see the ocean. I fell asleep to the sound of waves crashing against the shore.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The front of the house.
 
Gardens...
 

The second place we went was out to the country. This is where Patitio's brother lives. He is 81 and a very well-known psychiatrist in Santiago. Yes, he is 81 and still practicing. He is pretty much awesome. He is an old man that looks like Santa Clause and acts like him too. He knows lots of English so that was nice. =) Anyways, the following pictures are his house. He built this along with the help of Patito about 50 years ago. It is a replica of a typical chilean farm house from two centuries ago. I think that the pictures will explain themselves. Note the roof!! It is thatched. Patitio says that rain doesn't come into the house at all! He said that the rain just flows right down the thatched roof. Amazing. Oh and also while we were there Patito's daughter, son-in-law, and granddaughter of 7 years was there. They were all super nice, and it was great spending time there. I had the BEST empanada from a near-by restaurant. It filled me up for two meals, because it was just huge. While we were there we also went back into the property where the ashes of Patito's parents are buried. They had planted a tree over his father's ashes and they put  roses over where the ashes's of his mother are buried. It was nice to be there. After that we went to this beautiful restaurant up on a mountain that was looking over the country-side and the ocean. It was a nice way to end the weekend. Here are the pictures:

 
 
 
 
 
 
 <---Chileanpine  trees
 

Even though I saw great places this weekend, I got really homesick. Yes, it finally hit. I was looking at the beautiful scenery and I just thought about how much my mom, dad, and Jordan would LOVE these places. My parents would have LOVED the scenery of the first place I visited and Jordan would have LOVED the antiques that filled this old farm house. Also, at the first place it had the smell of our cabin up north in it. It just made me think of home. However, God just led me to peace in His word and in prayer. He is good. I must say though, it is so good to be back in Viña, in my room, and having internet to keep in contact with back home.

I hope you enjoyed these photos!
God Bless,
Karina

p.s. I have noted a lot of food differences.

1. I am CRAVING real, ground coffee. They drink instant coffee. In the home, in the restaurants, in the cafeteria at the university, everywhere.
2. Their yogurt is very runny. It tastes delicious, and I love it, but it is more like a drink than a food item
3. They eat their cereal with the runny yogurt, not with milk. Once again, different but delicious
4. They eat cheese and lunchmeat for breakfast - interesting.
5. They have this weird liquid, fake sugar. They also have these fake sugar tablets that you can put in your hot drinks (coffee/tea). I'm not a fan of either.
6. They don't have dinner. They have once which is like a small snack with tea and coffee. It mostly includes everything they have at breakfast except the runny yogurt and cereal. This includes: bread, butter, cheese, and lunchmeat. At my house, though, we eat more of a variety of things at once. For instance, one time we had burgers =D It all depends on when and how much we ate at lunch (which is the main meal of the day) 
7. They like bread. a lot.